The Memory♥

Love survive

2010-11-28T03:03:00.000-08:00

Time to share is always there

I peered thru life
Ever avoiding strife
But now am undone
My barriers broken
For one has found me

Reached in and unbound me

His love has burst my bonds
And set music to my songs
His need for me
And mine for she
Has made my Winter Spring

A new start
With hammering heart
We color the world with our dream
Nothing is as it did seem
The darkness of my solitude is done
He - my rising sun.

Love I

2010-11-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded...

The Magic Of Love

2010-11-26T04:14:00.000-08:00

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!

Children

2010-11-25T09:33:00.001-08:00

From 20 to 27 November change your profile picture on Facebook for a cartoon of a hero of your childhood and invite your friends to do the same... These days will celebrate WEEK OF THE RIGHTS OF THE CHILDREN ! Post it share it, because we care about the kids. :)

What is Love for Me to You=]

2010-11-25T07:37:00.000-08:00

If asked why I love him I would say
It’s the lust in his lips,
the love in his eyes.
It’s the softness of his skin,
the silk in his hair.
It’s the twist in his walk;
it’s the sweetness in his talk.
It’s the way he loves me
that makes me love him each day.
That is what I would say.

winter moonlight

2010-11-24T06:32:00.000-08:00

The snow, so peaceful and serene,
caressed by the soft moonlight,
gave magical feelings to the night.

The soft blue glow,
the lovers' words that then did flow,
their lips closer and closer
until, locked in the throes
of a passionate embrace,
he decided to express his feelings,
to keep her safe.

He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."

That was the night they promised
to be together through everything,
each to care for the other when old and gray.
A lovers' pact
the most likely to last.

Love

2010-11-23T06:03:00.000-08:00

If You wakeup One day and were asked to have a wished,

What would it be..?

Mine would be that our Love would last until you see an apple is an orange tree!

Mine is i will love you until my last breath.

and When you sad, I will be the clown to make you happy=]

What is yours?

Love

2010-11-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

Where love rules, there is no will to power ;

where power predominates, there is lacking.

The one s the shadow to the other

Life Journey 1

2010-11-21T05:35:00.000-08:00

today around 12 im wakey to eat my medicine. ahhh that always the time for take my medicine.

always MILO, BREAD and medicine. repeat those time every single time=[

*puke*..

and on the time of 2 something go to airport to fetch my sister back from KL=]..

then only we head to VIP for praying.

the day for today.

i always sleep , eat , watch tv then SLEEP AGAIN

OMG i might be fat=[

LIFE,JOURNEY

Chiropratic Care for my Backbone=]

2010-11-20T07:16:00.000-08:00

After the x-ray show bout my serious backbone injured. My mum and all my family uncle aunti really against with the operation they dont allowed it.

After one of my friends mum also get the backbone injured like me. She introduced one Chiropratic care at E-gate there. They say it really work for those have this bad situation.

... So now i started with the Chiropractic care=]..

FOR SOME PEOPLE WHOM DONT UNDERSTAND BOUT CHIROPRACTIC CARE IS. ITS WILL EXPLAIN IT TO YOU=]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chiropractic

you click the link and it will explain to you..

by the way. Chiropractic care not only can cure your backbone but also each of your body part is pain or hurt. its also can cure it=] SUre its take some time=]

Okay and the picture above is the condition with my backbone now. if some of you really dont understand will think that.

What softbone come out from the original place.

what softbone or what backbone

what happen.

tell also dont understand so. thepicture above will tell kinda bit ba

yeah i know is kinda blur. hehe=]

GOD BLESS ME

MY LIFE GOES ON JOURNEY

Chiropratic Care DAY 2

2010-11-19T07:40:00.000-08:00

Today i have i second Chiropratic Care. hell yeah. my leg is getting better then before.

thanks god who bless me=] and all my family friends support.

my left leg not so cramp and numb=]

Should i be happy. ? cause im kinda scared that its cant recover=[.

But i hope the Chiropratic Care will recover my backbone and my left leg that havin cramp and numb

because on the first day . Dr karner said my backbone is serious=[. He's not sure Chiropratic Care can recover it or not. He just try his best for me=]

still im gladly he did this=]

Thank Dr. Karner

Thank My Family and Uncle=]

LIFE,JOURNEY

My Bone=[

2010-11-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

Okay here the image of some NORMAL bone from normal human=]

But my bone is the backnone of the L5 the softbone is come out alot from the original place

its cause my left leg cramp and numb because of the nerver sensory=[/

bone spurs for my backbone and lumbar=[

A bone spur (osteophyte) is a bony growth formed on normal bone. Most people think of something sharp when they think of a "spur," but a bone spur is just extra bone. It’s usually smooth, but it can cause wear and tear or pain if it presses or rubs on other bones or soft tissues such as ligaments, tendons, or nerves in the body

improper joint function and misalignment of adjacent bony structure may result in an imbalance if weight bearing along joint line. Increased in weight bearing could stress the local area which in turn increased its calcium deposition. Bone spurs are formed when soft tissue adjacent to these stressed structures are calcified. Bone spurs can compress adjacent nerve : blood vessels abd sift tissue resulting in symptoms ranging from minor pain, numbness to gross sensory loss and muscular altrophy

That why My left leg will always NUMB AND CRAMP

I wish GOD BLESS ME

i will recover =]

Chiropratic Care DAY 1

2010-11-18T07:37:00.000-08:00

i just discharge from hospital . and the next day my mum call for the Chiropratic Care for my backbone=]. this day always at home Not sleep then eat.=[ feel so lifeless and boring.

no people come visit me. =[. but nevermind. Dont say bout that.

today i have my Chiropratic Care for day1=]

and yeah of course not so fast recover just do for one day and just started=].

but im sure

GOD WILL BLESS ME=]

LIFE,JOURNEY

Hospital Day 2

2010-11-16T05:23:00.000-08:00

Hospital day 2

today will having X-ray for my backbone .. One thing. i feel so stupid. i feeling so scare while im inside the x-ray space hahah.. STUPID ME==. by the way. the result come out is worst then what we though and the stupid doctor just scared me==. The doctor said. Your underage havent reach 21st i cant tell you. OMG> i waS FREAKING scared by that time.

but after a day. i started to accept everything i face right now=]..

after my mum come to hospital he just tell my mum everything.

now i walk. also need people to help me. cannot walk by myself=[

i wakeup from sleep also need to slowly and becareful.

because of my backbone. its cause my left leg always cramp and numb. cant walk well=[.

now i need sometime for myself to recover faster.

i just SHORT FORM it my story.=]

Hospital Day 1

2010-11-15T05:17:00.000-08:00

THE FIRST DAY AT HOSP==

The day i having a serious backbone ache on the midnight around 3am. But still i can handle it well.

around 5am. i seriously have a backbone ache until i cannot move my body to right and left side.

and i cried to my mum.. My mum quickly call my uncle for help on acupuncture

but still there no help.

i cough, i walk, i sit also make me feel so pain=[/

and decide to go to hosp for checking...

and that decide to stay ward on hospital.

seriously PAIN=[

Halloween Days 2010

2010-10-31T04:11:00.000-07:00

The day on 29th & 30th hallowen day.

29th : we have a halloween competition on One Club. yeah we didnt won the prize but we do enjoy with our makeup GHOST ZOMBIE=]. freaking disgust lol but cool

30th : i just being a pretty ghost to UPR haha

The Zombie is having some partayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

testing :p

2010-10-16T06:49:00.001-07:00

testingggggggggg

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

Jimmy Wayne Song

2010-10-13T10:52:00.001-07:00

I just Found some Jimmy Wayne Song. i love few of his song.

and the most i like is FOR Daddy the song. is meaningfull and i love it=]

this song is for daddy.

Daddy I love You and i Miss you

if u hv a small big eye , how ?!

2010-10-13T09:52:00.001-07:00

Use makeup then=] makeup is like plastic surgery=]

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

height? :D

2010-10-13T09:27:00.005-07:00

shorttttttttt =] and you can guess

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

how i looks ? XD

2010-10-13T09:27:00.003-07:00

err i cant see your look ==

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

Is your ass big? hahahaahahahhaha

2010-10-13T09:27:00.001-07:00

stupid .. seizaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. as you know hahaha

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

who u loveS? xDD

2010-10-13T09:08:00.003-07:00

someone

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

HONEY ! wanna hang out?

2010-10-13T09:08:00.001-07:00

when when tell me the DATEEEEEEEE

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

All She Knows

2010-10-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

Once again you're home alone tears running from your eyes and I'm on the outside

Knowing that you're all I want but I can't do anything I'm so helpless.

Everyday same old things So you're still feelin pain never had real love before and it ain't her fault

She knows better but She can't help it wanna tell her but would that be selfish how do you heal A heart that can't feel,

it's broken his love is all she knows,

You've been livin this way so long You don't know the difference And it's killing me Cause you can have so much more I'm the one your looking for But you close your eyes on me So you still can't see

All she knows is the pain In the corner of an empty home She's still comfortable I want her to know It can be better than this I can't pretend Wish we were more than friends

all she knows is His love

baby do you miss me ?

2010-10-08T23:29:00.003-07:00

i Misss you veryyyyy much=]

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

Do you love me ? Haha.

2010-10-08T23:29:00.001-07:00

I do Love youuuuuuuuuuuuu

Ask Me What You Wanna Know, If Privacy Sorry . Would Not Answer

Base CLUB

2010-09-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

The day of Base Club new opening. Hmm Kinda long story to tell
What Bout Photo tell you everything=] hehe. Lazy People Is like this. Sorry
PHOTOOOOOOOOO

Me and Adam (Dear)

Me & Rueben

Me and Mr. Cutie Jerry=]

Mr.Cool Guy Nicholas=]

Me and Wilson Darling=]

Me and Momoko=]

=]

Us=]

After that i head to Voodoo. with them. But Lucky we didnt go in. Cause OPERASI. =] Lucky nia lo.After that i head to zenzibar to meet my sister=]

Me and Sister=]

Me and bii=]

Story Will be continue
ENDS

You

2010-09-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

You're the one whom have alot FLIRTY too. Don't You Just stop saying that i am.

Whatever you did. where ever you go. I'll know don't you ever lie to me.

I have alot guy friends. So goes the same to you have alot Girls friends.

Before saying that im wrong. please relize yourself for saying me.

You will never know.

You disappointed me alot.

The Words

2010-09-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

The most selfish one letter word "I",Avoid it.

The most satisfying two letter word "WE",Use it.

The most poisonous three letter word "EGO",Kill it.

The most used four- etter word "LOVE",Value it.

The most pleasing five letter word "SMILE",Keep it.

The fastest spreading six letter word "RUMOUR",Ignore it.

The hardest working seven letter word "SUCCESS",Achieve it.

The most enviable eight letter word "JEALOUSY", Distance it.

The most powerful nine letter word "KNOWLEDGE",Acquire it.

The most essential ten letter word "CONFIDENCE",Trust it.

A guy like this...

2010-09-20T14:31:00.000-07:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her

史上最有才的损人语录

2010-09-19T14:26:00.000-07:00

你这个进化不完全的生命体，

基因突变的外星人，

幼稚园程度的高中生，

圣母峰雪人的弃婴，

化粪池堵塞的凶手，

阴阳失调的黑猩猩，

被诺亚方舟压过的河马，

新火山喷发口，

超大无耻传声扩音喇叭，

和蟑螂共存活的超个体，

生命力腐烂的半植物，

会发出臭味的垃圾人，

“垂弃”名词的源头，

每天退化三次的恐龙，

人类历史上最强的废材，

上帝失手摔下来的旧洗衣机，

能思考的无脑袋生物，

损毁亚洲同胞名声的祸害，

祖先为之蒙羞的子孙，

科学家也不敢研究的原始物种，

宇宙毁灭必备的原料，

连半兽人都瞧不起你，

被毁容的麦当劳叔叔，

像你这种可恶的家伙只能演电视剧里的yat pek si ,

比不上路边被狗洒过尿的口香糖，

连如花都美你十倍以上，

找女朋友要去动物园甚至离开地球，

想要自杀只会有人劝你不要留下尸体以免污染环境，

喷出来的口水比SARS还致命，

装可爱的话可以瞬间解决人口膨胀的问题，

白痴可以当你老师，

智障都可以教你说人话只要你抬头臭氧层会破洞，

要移民火星是为了要离开你，

如果你的丑陋可以发电的话，

全世界的发电厂都可以停摆，

去大战的话子弹飞弹会忍不住向你飞，

手榴弹看到你会自爆，

十八辈子没干好事才会认识你，

连丢进太阳都嫌不够环保

To BITCH or HATERZ

2010-09-18T12:58:00.000-07:00

TO my haterz

i keep it real and thats a promise, when you see me around you stop and stare,keep your eyes on me all you want cause i aint scared,i have my own life to be concered with,i dont have time to worry about yours,im not trying to please you or make you smile,grow up and live your own damn life,and stop worrying so much about mine,just shut your hating ass up and keep my name out of your mouth fuck the haterz, the fakers, the wanna be friends thanks for making me center of the world

BITCHES/BASTARD

Movies

2010-09-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

Movies recently i wanna chase.. Aww There sorta some nice Movie. ahahha.

the list the list=]

MOVIES NIGHT. Next PLAN

1.Devil

2.CATS AND DOGS: THE REVENGE OF KITTY GALORE

3.REVENGE OF KING COBRA (THAI)

Awww, cant wait for it. I wanna watch it.

To be Continue=]

Voodoo+Mois+Fame Penang, Part 1

2010-09-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Night was totally having Fun with my friends. the first location we head it Mois.
haha They say no people go MOIS, very less people at there. but. I saw alot Of people too. even the dance floor. FULL of PEOPLE.==

the 2nd Location i head to FAME.. There alot of Malays people. I meet yaya at Fame, and wow~she ada kangtao la. there a guy wanna know him=].
Me and steph and some of their friends at the dance floor =]

3rd location is VOODOO=].
nah~ from the first i can't go in. but not fo underage or what. i also don't know why can't
weirdo is. ladies night. and why can't go in==.. but after a few minit i just called my friends and bring us in=]. me and Yuling and vicky terus go dance floor and i met nigel=] LOL..
We just dance dance dance
After awhile There come again FIGHTING happening at voodoo.
lucky my face never mopeng la, because of the stupid cup==

PARTY MY LIFE. CLUBBING MY DAY
PARTY ALL MY LIFE
LOVE IT=]

Voodoo Penang=]

2010-09-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

HEY GUESSS WHATTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELLLL YEAHHHH
IMMA GOING TO VOODOO+MOIS TONIGHT

MY LIFE NEVER GET BORED
CLUB ALWAYS..
LMAO

At last but not least=]
wanna wish my gf

Wish You A very Very awesome birthday tonight
have a blast=]
love you muchie
see you tonight
with love
Me. SYLVIA=]

END & ENJOY=]
MISS ME=]

Beautiful Days

2010-09-12T06:45:00.000-07:00

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You've touched my heart so deeply
And I can't thank God enough

Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you

You came along
In an unexpected time
It was so divine
Knowing you are mine
It feels so right
When I look into your eyes
I never knew that love
Could make me feel this way
I cant' wait for the day
When I can truly say

with you I felt fine
So right

I've sang so many songs in stages
With thousands of them watching me
But youre here with me now
And I sing this song to you
To you, baby
Just for you

If The Feeling Is Gone...

2010-09-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

if the feeling is gone please don't pretend that you still love me

i can see it in your eyes and it hurts to admit i can tell that the feeling is gone

all I ask is just a little honesty though I know that you're not coming back to me

you know I'll do anything to make you stay but I just have to let you know if the feeling is gone

there's a sadness in your smile though I try to conceive it

coming back to me

you know I'll do anything to make you stay but I just have to let you know

I just have to let you go

Footprints in the sand...

2010-09-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

You walked with me footprints in the sand and helped me understand where I'm going. You walked with me when I was all alone with so much I no along the way then I heard you say

I promise you I'm always there when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair I'll carry you when you need a friend you''ll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life flash across the sky so many times have I been so afraid and just when I have thought I've lost my way

you give me strength to carry on thats when I heard you say

When Im weary well I no you'll be there and I can feel you when you say

I promise you,I'm always there when your heart is full of sadness and despair I'll carry you when you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand...

I Will Take You Forever...

2010-09-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

I was a girl who always played around in love.So quick to take but so afraid to give enough.But now I’ve found the one.And heaven will only know.What only my eyes can say.And time can’t take away.

I was a girl who trusted no one with my heart.And the dreams that young girls dream.Were just vanishing in the dark.But now I’ve found the one.And heaven will only know.What only my eyes can say.They say

That I will take you forever.And there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.Now my heart belongs to you.And I will always be your best friend.Now my secrets are safe with you.And the magic will never end.Now you are the one.By your side I won’t leave you never.I don’t need anyone else but you..

Without You...

2010-09-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

Close your eyes and say goodnight.And hold me 'til the morning light.When the Sun comes shining through I'll kiss you.One last time And I'll begin to live my life without you.Wish the I could make you stay But I know I have no power to persuade The heart to do what it must do So kiss me One last time And tell me how to live my life without you

Cause I love you Whitout an ending 'Cause I need you To be my everything Tell me the meaning of a life without you with me

When the night falls I'll still be standing 'Cause you'll always Be right here in my heart And in my deepest memories I won't ever have to be Whitout you

Love is like a work of art Once you feel it and you hold it in your heart You know forever that's true So kiss me For always Even if live my life without you

Because Of You...

2010-09-05T05:19:00.000-07:00

Look, why don't you play that song you played for me yesterday?

that song because of you, This is a song called because of you...written because of you...

If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do

Since I met you I'm not the same

You bring life to everything

I do Just the way you say hello

With one touch I can't let go

Never thought I'd fall in love with you...

Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you,Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you You captured something inside of me You make all of my dreams come true It's not enough that you love me for me You reached inside and touched me eternally I love you best explains how I feel for you...

he magic in your eyes True love I can't deny When you hold me I just lose control I want you to know that I'm never letting go You mean so much to me I want the world to see, It's because of you

You're The Love Of My Life...

2010-09-04T05:03:00.000-07:00

I love you, the love of my life

I need you, our love is right

I've found the one that my soul loves

No other love means so much

I prayed to my God for a heart to keep

He gave me the one, He knew my needs

Over and over this love is sweet

I recognize the joy that makes our love complete

God gave you to me

You're the one I prayed for long ago

Fearless trust I never thought I'd knowI

've found the answer to my dreams

My eyes were opened to love's mystery

The love of my life...You're the one I loveYou are the love of my life

I Don't Know

2010-09-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

Started out just as friends Never thought that we would end up like this Now my heart was for you Can't believe that I found a love so true You don't care for me, you don't understand What it meant to me when you were my man Now it's over and you don't comprehend That there's no more now Baby, please take me back

I don't know who you are You're not who you used to be I remember when you used to look at me differently Now you don't talk to me boy, you can't even see I miss who you really are I can't see how you've gone this far You don't even know me now I see I need to leave Boy, you just lied to me You're not the one for me

Now I'm here all alone, you won't know Cause you don't care at all Now I said to myself That my love was for you and no one else Still I want you here But it interferes with the way I feel After all these years You don't seem to be What you were to me No more baby Just please go ahead and leave

You changed your ways You're not the same I wish that we could go back to yesterday

Never Find Someone Like You...

2010-09-02T05:12:00.000-07:00

You take my breath away And when I'm with someone new I'd rather be here with you Baby, forever My heart belongs to you 'cause I think about you all the time I know my love is true when we're together

I've played around and I made you cry When I looked up, you were saying good-bye I'm begging you please I need you so bad Don't leave me now, you're the best that I've had

I'll never find someone like you I promise it's true No, I love the way that you are, I won't let you go No one could ever do, the way I would make love to you

All I have is just my heart And my feelings, I give to you That's all that I can do Give you forever , you don't know that you're hurting me 'Cause it's not just a sexual thang I want to share my dreams, baby, together

I'm afraid just to give it up now My heart's telling me to hold back on my vow But when you get close, I just want you to know I start to get weak & I can't let you go

Just your smile, tenderness I won't let you down, I will never find no one that compares to you Never find anyone

Love

2010-09-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

Loving you always is like a dream come true, and someday I hope to become a part of you. I will pray that one day you will love me in the same way.I truly have no words,To describe your true love.your love has no meaning,Just pure like a dove.It really has no purpose,Except to blow them away.your love is all I need, To love, cherish, and hold.your love is for all eternity,So I am told.your Love is here to stay,I know this is true,Because You are there for me,Even when I am down and blue. If I had one life to live,I'd spend it all with you.Our time together is precious,I know that much is true. For when we hold hands,My love for you doesn't go blue. If I had one life to live,I'd spend it all with you. You are my life,And I LOVE YOU! Darling Even You Are Havin A Bad Mood Feeling Down.I Will Be The Clown To Make You Happy.I will never let you fall. I will stand up with you forever. I’ll be there for you through u allEven if saving you send me to heaven. Its Worth Coz You're My Love

Style Flash innovator 2010

2010-08-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

There goes my makeup competition this year 2010.
my model My sister Wendy Tan and Faye Chai. Plus My Principle Raymond Kuek
and two of my teacher intructor Janice Ng & Ck Tan
Okay first of all yeah i wanna thank them for helping me all the past few month plus this month
they had help us alot in every single thing and days
because of them i get e good result for my Bridal Makeup, Theme : Mask( butterfly)
I get 1st runner-up for my bridal makeup. And Im very thankfull for them

THANK YOU

First of all, I Will post some of the picture for yall to see=] ENJOY=]

Plus the prize i have take=] upload when im free stupid blog have some problem

Sweet 18th Birthday Part 3=]

2010-08-24T08:00:00.001-07:00

My Stupid Birthday Picture taken by YEN&WIN.haha FUNNY I GUESS. Just My Picture=]

Stupid FACE

the cake=]

=]

=]

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Stupid And At last My FACE FULL OF CAKE CREAM
that it.hahaha
END=]

Sweet 18th Birthday Part 2=]

2010-08-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

22 August is the real day of my birthday=]. thank to Nick whom fetch me=]. and Gladly that Thank too all my buddies Jiemui & my 38l and my N group =] Give me super duper big surprise=]
I love You alll Mia. you all really make me cry OMGOSHY=[.. There also a few of my friends still sms and wish me happy birthday=]. im happy to recieve all of yall birthday wishes and surprise=]

and before the surprise at martini=] nick ah he memang like thief de la. he drive to the beach and give a beautiful llittle surprise=] haha i have taken it. but not so pretty good=[
nvm i still will post it=]

isn't it pretty=] haha love it thank NICK=]

Nick sei zai.hahaha

and i get their present. Okay its not much at least i feel their hearts=]

the present from Nick & My Zimui Carey & FernFern=] that chocolate not present la is just a gift from nick=] thank you=]

The whole msg from the Name listed inside=] and From babe wen Xiang=]

Message from:Agnes,June,Penny&Layping

Message From: My godmother,Annabella,My darling FERN Fern& reuben

Message from" Carey,Ah Syok, Caplimau,& kent hoho=]

Message From: XiaoYu,Evonne,Wooi & XiaoK

Message From" Joyce,XIaogua & Yee

And the other Photo Is At My friend camera. So just this i have at my camera.
thank you to all my friends whom give me a big surprise
and nick give me a beautiful surprise.=]
Its a memorable for me
thank you
love you all mia
=]♥

Sweet 18th Birthday Part 1=]

2010-08-22T06:59:00.000-07:00

Okay, here goes my part 1 story bout my birthday.=]
is 21 august, nah!! is not the real date for my birthday is JOELLE birthday=]
I have my photoshooting around gurney and esplanade there. One word best describe me
MUMMY=] muahaha. we taking the photo shooting is about Retro 80's aww make me back to my MUMMY generation awwwww=] im so oldish man!!!!!
by the way. the time reach 6 something, we have finish our shooting and yeqi with her bunch of photographer went to HARD ROCK cafe=] @batu feringghi=] . And fern just drop me at gurney=]
and i meet up with MR BRANDON lol. we Watch out movies. Act by Aaron kwok the movies is City Under Seige=]

The Trailer/Poster

After the movies, we have head to the Northam cafe to have our dinner =].lol
then His brother jackson and andy his friend and 2 girls come to find brandon=] after finish eating we head to LAVA.

Happy that when the time reach Sharp 12.00am.
i have recieve alot of my friends Birthday message and call.
love them nia

From Danny&Edwin, sister and Suangsuang

From nick,Joelle,lily and brandon=]

from joan deardear,eixia darling,pochi & yong ee

from kenny,nicktan,qiqi&jazz

That the wishes from them when the time reach 12 and 1am=]
thank to all you from the msg and from the call

im so happy=]
thank you

Love,How to go on.?

2010-08-20T02:13:00.001-07:00

With you side by side in this journey together.Together we've gone through various kinds of weather.

If it gets any colder, I still won't feel grievance.But life took it's turn.

In the chaos, I turned around,but lost your footprints.

Don't want to wake up when just I've start to fall asleep so I can avoid hearing about you.

Holding in the pain.When I'm unable to hold it anymore, then I'll take a deep breathe.

You said in the futureyou'll bring me.The heart is extorting wind, raining,missing you and proceeding forward.

Love, how to go on?.

I've alone turned over the mountains, overcame the sea for you to treat me good in this unpredictable love.

Love, why don't you leave?. I

don't know who advised me, who loves me,who can break me free from your kiss that seems like tender spell.

Just want to wait for you to turn back and hold my hands tightly.

Just thinking about you can keep me attached to you.

I don't care how lonesome it is.

My pain, my tears my certainties just needs you to say you understand and I'll be content.

Are you Happy?

2010-08-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

No one has the right to ask you to leave him.Yet, he always breaks your heart and makes you worryI. can only stay by your side, listen to you speak.Listen to you speak about him, tears falling like rain, struggling with yourself

Actually, a lot of people, love crazily.Naively guarding the promises of love.Not asking if they themselves are happy, only incessantly loving him.Until the heart breaks do (you) realize (you) are utterly confused

I think this is the cost of love.No one is that detached.Love is like a spark, evaporating at any time

I think this is the cost of love.You don�t have to force yourself to leave him.Don�t care how other people view you, how they say you are an idiot.Ask yourself, are you happy?

L.I.B

2010-08-15T00:12:00.000-07:00

Every words we would say it out easily. But if you just say but never take action. That not really sincere thru your heart. No matter how many time you said I miss you and I love you. I just feel nothing. Until you show me the sincere that really speak thru your heart..

and you know that ILY

Cause when there's you, I feel whole. And there's no better feelin' in the world,
but without you, I'm alone. And i rather be in love with you.Turn Out
the light now is to see believe. I just want you to near me, and i just
want you here with me. And i feel you're holding me, and i give up
everything only for you.♥♥

Outing surprise party for my dear joan

2010-08-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

My dear Joan birthday. We have give her a very big surprise. lol. thanks to me and yen and all of them. The best actress of me and yen Lol, She damn us man!!! but she love it. hahaha..
how ever dear. We love you.

The other then that. Outing with my cousin at gurney and meet my friends jacky lol.. And One thing I forget to take picture with my friends jacky and my dungu cousin JOYCE.LOl CAMWHORE of meeeeeeeee==. After that i meet my siao po YEN. we take alot of stupid PICTURE..

==

she took this picture.Lol

Hmm at night we just give my dear joan the surprise party
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR

isn't she pretty=] haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN
WISH YOU HAVE A WONDERFULL DAY WITH US YESTERDAY
SORRY FOR LYING YOU.CAUSE WE WISH TO GIVE YOU A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY SURPRISE PARTY.
WELOVEYOU=]
ILY.

Wish

2010-08-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

I'm always wish for the things that won't really happen.. Don't being such a FOOL to hope it will happen. Cause is really imposibble for that So Wake Up SYLVIA.

duh!!!!!

To CapLimau

2010-07-31T07:39:00.000-07:00

Okay This is Sad. My Dear CapLimau is Leaving Malaysia And She Will Fly To LONDON
and The Most Sad is.We Cant Contact Each Other Anymore. What So Stupid.You Can still keep Online.but then You Dont Want To Keep Online.Choose To Less Online.Ish You Caplimau==..

All I Wish Is That..

Dont Get Cold while In London
Hope Everything will be alright and fine when you reach london
and Dont care your health. is More important then anything else.
Remember this old friends that known you for so long
i miss our day chatting together.cray together talk alot nonstop=]

remember to find me when you online
dont forget bout me

New Blog Skin Change=]

2010-07-30T11:21:00.001-07:00

Nah ... Tadaaaaaaa.
I Change My Blog Skin Again. Just prefer Simple and nice. I've Make This Blog For an hour because of my stupid hand accidentally click unsave i need to reedit all again=[
But at least i have successfull change the layouts. Love it not?
From The First It Shock My Baby coz of the MAIN PAGE bout my love for him=]

Nah.!!! I want to add some song la MORON..But the stupid mixpod cannot change the damn skin. So hard wey==

That All.
Will edit my Blog with song added=]

FML

2010-07-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

FUCK MY LIFE
BEING SUCH AND IDIOTIC AND STUPIDITY

FUCK.....

That's Beautiful To Me

2010-07-13T12:17:00.001-07:00

you were juliet and i was into you
and i asked you out till you couldn't say no and you finally felt it too.
i drove you down the boulevard, thats where you took my heart
and gave me yours instead and every day you find new ways to be beautiful
. you laugh at the garden that we grow in the lawn, drink coffee in the kitchen with no make up on.
sing all the wrong words to my favorite songs.
you're beautiful, and that's beautiful.
you got lines on your face from sleeping on me,
call me at work cause you lost your key,
go to buy a dog and you come home with three.
you're beautiful, and thats beautiful to me.
you turn every head when you walk into a room
but your kindess and your sweetned soul lingers like perfume.
babe you could have gone with romeo but you stayed with me instead.
and every day i find new ways that make you beautiful.
you say honey give me roses but dont buy red,
you need 46 pillows all over the bed.
guess every punch line before its said.
you're beautiful and thats beautiful.
whatcha doing with a guy like me?
you're so cool and im high tea.
i dont deserve to have a girl as beautiful as you.
ya you laugh at the garden that we grow in the lawn,
drink coffee in the kitchen with no make up on.
sing all the wrong words to my favorite songs,
you're beautiful, and that's beautiful.
you got lines on your face from sleeping on me,
call me at work cause you lost your key,
you go to buy a dog and you come home with three.
you're beautiful, and thats beautiful to me.
you're so beautiful, and that's beautiful to me

The Glass Girl

2010-07-12T10:48:00.000-07:00

I feel like I am made of glass. And at any moment, all my pieces could shatter and break. It's always easier to blame other people isn't it?..I Will Never Hope .To get The Hurting Repeat again and again.

Heartache...

Emo-ing

Love For You

2010-07-11T11:57:00.000-07:00

Love that is shared is a beautiful thing
Life becomes richer with the joy it can bring.
It uplifts the spirits to heights that are new
When you love somebody as I love you.

Your love for me is tender and kind,
Bringing me peace in my heart and my mind
You are my lover and my best friend,
For the rest of my life on you I'll depend.

To return the love you have given to me,
And sharing the magic of love's mystery
I give you my heart, I give you my soul,
It's only with you that my life can be whole.

I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY WISHLISTED

2010-07-10T00:12:00.001-07:00

I WANT

LOVE ETC FRAGRANCE FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT...

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Who Can Bought It For Meeeeee

Girls...

2010-07-08T11:58:00.000-07:00

GOOD GIRLS DON'T LIE,
BAD GIRLS DON'T CRY,
DUMB GIRLS NEED AIR,
NAUGHTY GIRLS NEED UNDERWEAR,
SWEET GIRLS AREN'T MEAN,
FUNNY GIRLS MAKE A SCENE,
PERFECT GIRLS HAVE ALL THE CLASS,
MEAN GIRLS WILL KICK UR A*S,
SMART GIRLS WILL EXCEL,
GOSSIP GIRLS WILL TELL,
POPULAR GIRLS GET ALL THE BOIZ,
LITTLE GIRLS PLAY WIT TOYS,
NORMAL GIRLS R NOTING NEW,

SO WHICH 1 APPLIES 2 U? LOL

De Le Love Describe My Love For You III

2010-07-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

English Not So Good So.Dont Mind Bout It=]

Bii,
I Feel Amazing Being Together With You.I Can Say That.Im Not A Very Perfect Gf Like Your Other Ex Girlfriend.Or I Cant Be Very Understanding Bout You.
But i Will try My best for did the best to you.
i wish that.no matter you're sad,unhappy,pressure,stress or feeling moody.
tell me bout your thing.i may not be the good advice or not good in making ppl laugh.but i will hear all your thing.if you wanna tell me..i dont wish to see you fully unhappy or moody.
coz i love you.i wanna know all the thing about you..when i saw you have a bad mood or annoying on something.i wish i can help you out.but when i ask you.what wrong.you just ans me Nothing happen.if not just geleng your head n smile=]...erm i dont want to see you like that.

The Week I together with you.Im Feeling So Glad Happy=]
I Wish You Too Bii.
I Hope i Never Get You Bored.While goin out with you.

De Le Love Love From You

2010-07-05T10:31:00.000-07:00

My Love For You Bii...
I Love You

De Le Love Attach By You

2010-07-04T10:29:00.000-07:00

De Le Love Be With You

2010-07-03T10:27:00.000-07:00

De Le Love I Cant Stop Thinking About You

2010-07-02T06:34:00.000-07:00

De Le Love With You I Feel Save=]

2010-07-01T12:11:00.001-07:00

De Le Love Describe My Love For You II

2010-06-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

De Le Love I Miss You Bii

2010-06-29T12:17:00.000-07:00

I Meant it=]

De Le Love Surprise My Love For You

2010-06-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

De Le Love Describe My Love For You

2010-06-27T11:52:00.000-07:00

With BabyBoy Journey

2010-06-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

Okay.Today i just wakeup from my sleep .just like a normal day.goin to sch.and i told my mum bout my bf thingy.haha she was shock.keep "huh"Huh''...lol...okay...Dont Care Bout It.
BabyBoy is the First Bf i tell My mum and show it to my mum.hell yeah.I love Him=]
today at around 1.30pm babyboy fetch me go to eat.at the new world park.
after finish eating.he drop me back to my academy=]..
around 6pm he fetch me back home and mami suddenly say wanna met him.so he just follow back to my house.okay.he totally nervous.funny baby=]...after Mum and babyboy met.wow!!! they talk nonstop bout dog thingy.lol..after that.nah!! i just go to bath.and around 7 we go for dinner.

nah .i forget ask babyboy bout the place we eat.called what name.but is real nice
thx for babyboy romantica=]

the menu

actually there nothing.haha

our drink.haha

me n babyboy=]

After finish our dinner.babyboy bring me go to Batu Feringghi...yeah of coz paktor la.ah bo then==..haha of coz we bought couple cloth aww its cute the PICture.bt too bad i forget take the Couple Shirt T.haha No pic for you all to seee=]
no matter what.Babyboy im happy with you

LOVE YOU
Story Continue.

END

New Life With You baby=]

2010-06-25T11:58:00.001-07:00

hey there my fellow Fans reader
yeah good news here.i started my relationship with him on today 25 june 2010
and yeah i love you baby
i will start my new life with you baby
love you=]
thx for your love to me baby..
miss you alot d...

De Le Love Never Hurt Again...

2010-06-24T12:08:00.000-07:00

Liu Li Yang 刘力扬- Li Wu

2010-05-29T08:28:00.001-07:00

终于可以在今天划上句点
zhong yu ke yi zai jin tian hua shang ju dian
一整夜翻阅过去画面
yi zheng ye fan yue guo qu hua mian
快想不起我们为何会诀别
kuai xiang bu qi wo men wei he hui jue bie
只看到那双你送的鞋
zhi kan dao na shuang ni song de xie

走一步又一步
zou yi bu you yi bu
我才发现绕了个圈
wo cai fa xian rao le ge quan
走了好几年又回到原点
zou le hao ji nian you hui dao yuan dian

*你送的礼物会不会太特别
ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie
毫不避讳那不安的传言
hao bu bi hui na bu an de chuan yan
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue
难道你早想要我走远
nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian
穿了这些年难免会有污点
chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian
就像每段爱总会有终点
jiu xiang mei duan ai zong hui you zhong dian*

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
shi shang zui can ku de kong pa shi shi jian
困住人一切却还向前
kun zhu ren yi qie que huan xiang qian
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
gan he de yan zai ji bu chu yi dian xian
爱到如此可悲的境界
ai dao ru ci ke bei de jing jie

走一步又一步
zou yi bu you yi bu
却跟不上你的脚步
que gen bu shang ni de jiao bu
你满意了为什么我却只想要哭
ni man yi le wei shen me wo que zhi xiang yao ku

repeat * to*

你说做自己吧我们都做回自己哦~
ni shuo zuo zi ji ba wo men dou zuo hui zi ji
不要再为爱受委屈
bu yao zai wei ai shou wei qu

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
ni song de li wu yuan lai shi yi chang jie
终于分别夙命一样准确
zhong yu fen bie su ming yi yang zhun que
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
ke xiao dao xiang yao ni pei gei wo shi jian
爱情有时廉价得可怜
ai qing you shi lian jia de ke lian

光著脚我一路奔跑鲜血
guang jiao wo yi lu ben pao xian xie
泪水一路狂飙
lei shui yi lu kuang biao
收起我的骄傲
shou qi wo de jiao ao
承认曾经备受煎熬
cheng ren ceng jing bei shou jian ao
鞋上那记号只有你能明了
xie shang na ji hao zhi you ni neng ming liao
过了这一夜我就全忘掉
guo le zhe yi ye wo jiu quan wang diao

Rene Liu Ruo Ying-我们没有在一起 Wo Men Mei You Zai Yi Qi (We're Not Together)

2010-05-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

你一直说的那个公园
ni yi zhi shuo de na ge gong yuan
已经拆了
yi jing chai le
还记得荡著秋千日
hai ji de dang zhe qiu qian ri
子就飞起来
zi jiu fei qi lai
漫漫的下午阳光都在
man man de xia wu yang guang dou zai
脸上撒野
lian shang sa ye
你那傻气
ni na sha qi
我真是想念
wo zhen shi xiang nian

那时候小小的你
na shi hou xiao xiao de ni
还没学会叹气
hai mei xue hui tan qi
谁又会想到他们
shei you hui xiang dao ta men
现在喊我女王
xian zai han wo nuu wang
你哈哈笑的样子
ni ha ha xiao de yang zi
倒是一点没变
dao shi yi dian mei bian
时间走了
shi jian zou le
谁还在等呢
shei hai zai deng ne

*这杯咖啡忘了加糖
zhe bei ka fei wang le jia tang
真不是我那么伤感
zhen bu shi wo na me shang gan
世界太复杂你说单纯很难
shi jie tai fu za ni shuo dan chun hen nan
我当然都明白
wo dang ran dou ming bai

Chorus:
可是呀只有你
ke shi ya zhi you ni
曾陪我在最初的地方
ceng pei wo zai zui chu de di fang
只有你才能了解
zhi you ni cai neng liao jie
我要的梦从来不大
wo yao de meng cong lai bu da
我们没有在一起
wo men mei you zai yi qi
至少还像情侣一样
zhi shao hai xiang qing luu yi yang
我痛的疯的伤的
wo tong de feng de shang de
在你面前哭得最惨
zai ni mian qian ku de zui can

我知道你也不能带我
wo zhi dao ni ye bu neng dai wo
回到那个地方
hui dao na ge di fang
你说你现在很好而且
ni shuo ni xian zai hen hao er qie
喜欢回忆很长
xi huan hui yi hen chang
我们没有在一起至少
wo men mei you zai yi qi zhi shao
还像家人一样
hai xiang jia ren yi yang
总是远远关心
zong shi yuan yuan guan xin
远远分享
yuan yuan fen xiang

那条路走呀走呀走呀
na tiao lu zou ya zou ya zou ya
总要回家
zong yao hui jia
两只手握著晃呀晃呀
liang zhi shou wo zhe huang ya huang ya
舍不得放
she bu de fang
你不知道吧后来后来
ni bu zhi dao ba hou lai hou lai
我都在想
wo dou zai xiang
跟你走吧管它去哪呀
gen ni zou ba guan ta qu na ya

Repeat * and chorus
Repeat Chorus

我们没有在一起至少还像
wo men mei you zai yi qi zhi shao huan xiang
朋友一样
peng you yi yang
你远远的关心其实更长
ni yuan yuan de guan xin qi shi geng chang

Ghost Of ....

2010-05-27T01:22:00.000-07:00

It was a boring days for me.online whole day just feel like.Facebook is so bored.its have ntg to do.lol
till the time almost around 4 or 5 am.i was trying to off to bed.trying to sleep.but i cant sleep totally.then feeling too wanna take a ghost picha.lol.
and i just upload the photo to my laptop and start editing it.and the result is.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Tadaaaaaaaaaa..............My Fcking Ghost Picha.Lol did I Scare YOU.muahaha
i hope It will.coz It scare My Friends While I tag To them.lol.
I HOPE You can Sleep Tonight..
hahah

She Seek For You.The Revenge Of Love Feeling much Grunge...
haha

THE END
TO BE CONTINUE

2010-05-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

A girl was sitting on a chair at the gas station she worked at. She looked up and saw her boyfriend walk in. As he was looking at snacks, a man walked in and pointed a gun at her. He had been admiring her ring her boyfriend had given to her as a token of his love. When he asked her to give it to him, she said no. Her boyfriend looked up just in time to see her shot. He ran over to the killer and beat him over the head with a hammer that was for sale. Then he ran and called 911. When the ambulance came, he was sobbing uncontrollably near his girlfriend.

The doctor came over and felt for her pulse. Then he stood up and said she was still alive. Later at the hospital, as he was sitting beside her, he asked"Why didn't you just give him the ring?" and then she softly spoke"Because when you gave it to me, you said it was part of your love for me and I knew if I gave him the ring, I would lose that love." The next day, she was pronounced dead.

Just Hold Me

2010-05-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

ILove this lyrics that meaninfull
but i enjoy the lyrics and song

SONG

LYRICS

Lyrics | Maria Mena Lyrics | Just Hold Me Lyrics

Stop

2010-05-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

Hey Out There

i think im back to normal d
im been thinking and thinking
and i know what to do now

so my reader dont worry k

being so emo this few days
give me some time

support me??

love you all

memory

2010-05-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

You're Just The Pass And Being A Memory For Me..

Never Expect Anything Special Happen...
As I Being Stupidity For Wishing You that
will you still

care about me
love me
miss me
ask me anything
scold me.
argue with me
cal me Baby

But What I Expect So Much For All This.I knew im wrong For what i Did.and i Will Never Expect Much anymore

You Say You Change.And This what you change.
Change Into More COLD or COOL.

I can try On You Weather You're Still Care Me or Not By Your Act..
The Result Just zero"0''

But Now.I Will Never Leaver A Trace In Your Life And Never Feel My Exist Again
This What You Want.

GoodBye

Broken Heart

2010-05-15T08:44:00.000-07:00

It all started when I first realized

how much you meant to me

and how I couldn't see

what everyone else could,

but it turned out it wasn't to be.

You didn't want to be with me.

Then you were dancing with me

and I felt so special,

but then you went and hurt me.

You said it was a joke.

I thought, "Ok, whatever. I don't need you."

But then you changed my mind again

through what you wrote to me.

I'm never going to see you again,

we're being separated.

I don't know what I have done to deserve this,

but I want someone to let me know.

It started that day, but it wasn't to be

and now we must part,

me with my broken heart

Learning To Love

2010-05-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."

Him: "I don't have time that day."

Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

How Hurt Chaser Sze.Originally From Chaser=]

2010-05-07T02:50:00.000-07:00

Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.
You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.
You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial.
And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes.
You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it.
And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them
And even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.
And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's.
Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.
Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't.
And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it...so be strong..if u can live with the pain, in time you will knoe why does it hurt so much..

我们暧昧，却不属于对方...

2010-05-06T11:31:00.000-07:00

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比恋人远一点。

　　暧昧是，你会常常在QQ等他在线。当他几天没有在线

，你就会有些担心。

　　暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。

　　暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

　　暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

　　暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。

　　暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

　　暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。

　　暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

　　暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。

　　暧昧是，当你遇到问题解决不了的时候，你找不到你的男/ 女朋友，你第一个便会想起他。

　　暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。

　　暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

　　暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

　　暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。

　　暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

　　暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

　　暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

　　暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

　　暧昧是，每天大家都会聊QQ，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。

　　暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。

　　暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

　　暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

　　暧昧,是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永不是终点站。

　　我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方。

♥ 爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜 ♥

2010-05-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”
　　
　　男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”
　　
　　女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”
　　
　　“那好吧，抱抱～！”
　　
　　两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。
　　
　　男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。
　　
　　他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”
　　
　　男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”
　　
　　“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”
　　
　　女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……” 男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”
　　
　　沉默…长久的沉默……
　　
　　还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”
　　
　　气氛有点尴尬。
　　
　　本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。
　　
　　他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。
　　
　　“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”
　　
　　他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。
　　
　　“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。
　　
　　“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”
　　
　　“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”
　　
　　“……”女人楞了。
　　
　　“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”
　　
　　女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。
　　
　　“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”
　　
　　女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜
　　
　　后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！
　　
　　原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！

Moody=ness

2010-05-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today My Mood Aint So good I dont Know That.Is This My Life.
I cant get whatever i want. As A Child Of Everyone.Ok.Ur strict To me.I know Your're good for me.
But Im tired of it.Everytime where i need to go.Also canot.
the answer totally is

Cannot..Cannot..Cannot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even your daughter is Sad-ing.Do You Know..?
All You Know Is Scolding scolding scolding.
Yeah I Need My Life too.
I need To Do whatever i like.

Just like...

Photoshooting.My Mum Dont Allowed
Any Miss My Mum Not Allowed
Goin Anywhere to travel.my mum not allowed
Goin Out with friends sometime..My Mum Dont allowed

She Always Use My Makeup Artist Thing TO Combine Those MIss & Shooting thingy WTF.Ok.They Are Different.
PhotoShooting Is Photoshooting
Makeup Is Makeup. Why Am I Learning Makeup.
Canot Done Other things d is it. Ok.

Sumore need to complain to My Sist.So What. What Will Sist Do.Even Just Now u told Sist. She know that im unhappy already and dont want say to me so much.

Im ur daughter.No matter what i did.I Would Never Have Your Support ..
All Your Support On Sist.And Me.Just One word .That always Say What I did No Use.
Yeah I cant Compare to sist.She Far Good From Me..Then.How.?Just The Luck.
I Have My Friends To Support What I did.
But Where Your.They Answer NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Hell Yeah.I Know some friends can betray me...but all i can live happy in my life.is my friends whom make me happy.you control to not let me mix any friends.but do you know.they make me feel happy alot and forget bout the stress and sadness.
the family.after get a scoldin from mum.continuosly.sist turn.yeah when her mood are bad.i get scold without any reason.or sumtime just a small matter.they will just make it like a big mess=[

ok im stress enough to face all the thing.
im tired.half dead.or fully dead enough.

Everytime
Everytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stress & Tired

The Story

2010-05-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and
soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story...

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and
said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,
why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't
talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what
had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory
answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just
pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent
ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for
her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I
had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of
me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a
kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several
weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something
at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell
asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not
care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken
marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of
our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going
crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd
request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we
both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy
in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to
the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in
my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about
the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the
office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my
chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I
hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she
was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair
was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I
wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy
returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was
growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry
her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me
stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few
dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so
thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her
heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an
essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer
and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I
might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,
walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her
hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;
it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held
her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I
held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked
intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not
want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have
a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I
won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I
didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on
our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed
the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my
wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and
wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I
run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a
relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the
bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot
give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend
and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a
real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they
were to success when they gave up.

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

2010-05-02T08:04:00.001-07:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通

朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人，其实你不懂，女人一定要你在睡前和她说“晚安”。

Kim Birthday Invitation On Tangjung Bunga Beach Hotel

2010-04-30T09:43:00.001-07:00

Hey There
Here Goes A Birthday KIM.
We Have an Invitation To You to Kim Birthday Party
OFFICIALLY IN PENANG ONLY.
ONLY FOR GIRLS AND TB

The Birthday Party Will Started On MAY 6

7PM or 8 PM
At Tangjung Bunga Beach Hotel BBQ
There Can Be Overnight.[ Infrom to me PLS SylviaMizuki.]
We Provie those Food,alcohol like Whisky or Beer,

Money Per One Person
RM20

Kindly Inform To Me.WHo Wanna Go.InformTo SylviaMizuki The creator of This group
Here Just Drop by for the One who wanna go.
Only In PENANG
ONLY for GIRLS & TB,TG,TBG

Thanx You=]

If Have Any Problem
Kindly Contact

SylviaMizuki 0164020802
Win 0164078268

Bad habits can age you by 12 years

2010-04-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

The risky behaviors were: smoking tobacco; downing more than three alcoholic drinks per day for men and more than two daily for women; getting less than two hours of physical activity per week; and eating fruits and vegetables fewer than three times daily

These habits combined substantially increased the risk of death and made people who engaged in them seem 12 years older than people in the healthiest group

The healthiest group included never-smokers and those who had quit; teetotalers, women who had fewer than two drinks daily and men who had fewer than three; those who got at least two hours of physical activity weekly; and those who ate fruits and vegetables at least three times daily.

For example, one carrot, one apple and a glass of orange juice would suffice for the fruit and vegetable cutoffs in the study

The U.S. government generally recommends at least 4 cups of fruits or vegetables daily for adults, depending on age and activity level; and about 2 1/2 hours of exercise weekly.

Care Your Health
End Those CAN Effect Your Bad Health
Story About Health TO Be Continue
END

Spray Spray Spray==

2010-04-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

today Help People sponsor makeup at han chiang sch.
ahhhhh Help those apa lembaga lembaga big head thing.ish.old Man. makeup
just put some 2 way cake for them is ok for old man or guy=]
hehe.nt like girl so many thing.that why girl are very Fan.lol..

after Finish sponsor at han chiang sch.
we head to PM to eat and gettin full
and then head back to our academy
and Pic taken.It Describe what i did in the academy on today=]

here some PHOTO =]

see the flower piece i SPRAY=] Nice huh..?

The result.Step By Step=]

after spray You see My hand.full of spray colour ..
After spray finish only remember wan to wear glove==

Hand.=[

Still Have mood to play with the flower.after the hand get colour.haha

Story to be continue
END

Lifeless Boring

2010-04-21T10:46:00.000-07:00

Today Have Nothing Much Happening.
Just Back From my academy.and prepare for my competition thingy .alot of work to do MAN!!!!!!!!.plus this competition i will make a theme butterfly for the bride.and evening i use red colour mostly.hehe..
today just at academy spray all my butterfly thingy.alot leh.seem like Ah Faye jiejie need to be betterfly Girlgirl lo.
Janice also told me.never can imagine Faye jiejie becum soo girlish butterfly before.omgosh.i make her girlgirl.nt yeng wor.how ah.??haha..hope still pretty leh.
Nothing Hope much.Just Dont take last prize also la.PLS.god bless god bless
hehe

Plus i 2day also edit some photo combine with sean.lol
coz our mouth same same maaaaaa=]

Sean

Just a Edited Picture.Then At Facebook there alot unbelieavble comment.omgosh.just like NO good eh.Not a good Cmnt ok.So Whateva.I dont care.

Lol

STORY CONTINUE
END

If It Mean Alot To You-A Day To Remember

2010-04-10T03:59:00.000-07:00

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cuz I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la,la la la
'Til everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in the past
Well it might be for the best

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

La, la la la,la la la
'Til everyone is singing
La, la la la,la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in the past
Well it might be for the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening

I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not just some boy you can sway
We knew it'd happen evantually

La, la la la,la la la
Now everybody's singing
La, la la la,la la la

比我幸福。

2010-04-09T11:36:00.000-07:00

那个，我想你了。
你记得吗？
我曾问你，我们很久吗？
你却孩子气地说，‘直到你不爱我为止。
你说过，
爱得快，放得也快。
但为什么
我爱得快，痛得也快
我还很爱你其实，但你却放开我的手。

也许，你放开我的手是为了我好。
但放开我的手之后，
我希望他会紧紧握住你的手。
让你幸福。

请你一定要比我幸福。

有一個人，在心裏，想放棄，卻，捨不得….

2010-04-08T11:26:00.000-07:00

有一個人你會很想他每晚對你說‘ 晚安 ’。
有一個人他不會主動和你聊天但你會忍不住想和他聊天
有一個人他永遠不知你在想他但你卻滿腦子都是他

有一個人你一上線就會去看他在不在.
不在就一陣失落在又不敢打擾他.

有一個人他的狀態簽名只要一換你立刻胡思亂想揣測不安

有一個人你線上只是在等他而他的頭像卻不會在你的MSN裏抖動

有一個人你總是忍不住去看他的面子书
即使他什麼新鮮事都沒有。

有一個人你會看他的最近來訪和留言
然後又胡思亂想揣測不安

有一個人你一直在等他
他卻忘記了你

有一個人你真的好愛他
可是仔細一想你到底愛他什麼？

有一個人你觉得他可能是你的永遠
但是他卻告訴你你们只是彼此的過客

有一個人你真的可以對他無條件付出

...

是不是等我离开了。。。你才会感动？

2010-04-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

吃醋是因为我喜欢你，

生气是因为我在乎你，

发呆是因为我想你，

伤只是因为我不想失去你，

某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你，你拨打的号码不

存在。你会不会难过？

某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待？

某一天，你的短信收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼？

某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落？

如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。

某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好；我的宽容。你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。

某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。

如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？？而你呢？？会在乎我的一切吗？可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该出现在你的世界里，我只该做一个默默爱你的人，默默等你的人，默默想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来。你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了没有？

是不是等我离开了，你才会感动？亲爱的：这是我为你转的最后一篇日志！

God Damn Your Beatifull-Chester See

2010-04-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

On the days I can't see your eyes,
I don't even want to, open mine.
On the days I can't see your smile,
Well I'd rather sit, wait the while.
For the days I know you'll be near,
'Cause a day without you, just isn't fair.
See the days I can hear you voice,
I'm left without a choice.

Plus I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche`.
Yes I'm sweeped off my feet,
Oh my heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me,
Your everything, yeah that's beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh

I can't find the words to explain,
Just how much you got me going insane.
When you speak to me sometimes we fight,
Oh I studder my words i say never mind.
'Cause even when you just walk by,
Well I look around to seem occupied.
'Cause I'm trying so hard to hide,
Yeah, All these feelings inside.

'Cause i get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche`.
Ohh I'm sweeped off my feet,
My heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me, Ohhh
Your everything, Yeah, that's beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh
Yes to me, Ohhh

Yeah your beautiful..
Yeah your beautiful..
God damn, your beautiful,
To me,
To me.